Bus Station
The child sat on the
long wooden bench in the shabby old bus station, her legs dangling
four inches above the ground. Her right hand clutched the worn handle
of the battered brown suitcase, and her eyes stared straight ahead.
The soft round face was as expressionless as a China doll, the only
movement a slight quiver of her bottom lip.
The old woman looked
around for a place to sit. Her tired back and legs wouldn't endure
for long if she had to stand, but her bus wasn't due for another
forty-five minutes. “Someone sitting here?” she asked the child,
pointing to the empty end seat beside her.
The little girl
looked up into her weathered face and shook her head.
The woman settled
into the seat with a sigh, glancing at the clock, willing the time to
fly by. “Are you traveling alone?” The child looked so small to
her. “You were probably told not to talk to strangers. Believe you
me, I don't usual talk to them either, but you shouldn't be traveling
alone. What are you? Seven? Eight?” Even that elicited no response.
“I'm going to St. Louis. Haven't been there in close to thirty
years. I imagine the place has changed. Hasn't everything?”
The little girl
stared at her, the start of curiosity entering her eyes.
“I'm Mildred, and
don't you dare call me Millie. What's your name?”
No response.
“When I was your
age, my mama used to take me to St. Louis and Joplin, all over the
state. We had relations in every city, every hamlet from here to
Chicago. Now all that's left is me and a cousin in Peoria, but he's a
no-account I'd avoid even if he lived next door.” She continued her
monologue, as if the sound of her own voice was preferable to
silence. “Bet you're wondering why I'm going to St. Louis now.
There's doctors in St. Louis. Better than here, I'll tell you.”
A slight nod from
the girl was the first sign that she understood English.
“You off to visit
your grandma? Or maybe that's where you're coming from.”
The eyes looked down
to study the tops of scuffed sneakers. A hole near the big toe of the
right one threatened to expand. The muttered 'no' barely reached the
old woman's ears.
“No? You're not
running away, are you?” Mildred asked.
The silky, fine
blond hair swung as the girl indicated she wasn't. But what else
could this be?
Mildred tried to
think of a question that might get her to open up. She'd been
singularly unsuccessful so far. But she was afraid that if she was
silent, the slight progress she'd made would fade. “This bench is
so hard.” She wriggled against the scarred backrest. “I don't
know who designed the first bus terminal, and then convinced others
to build them all the same.” She pointed to the tiny refreshment
stand. “Would you like a soda? Or perhaps chocolate milk? I
wouldn't trust much else they sell.”
The child looked up,
her eyes straying to the stand. “Chocolate milk, please.”
“You watch my
things, and I'll get us both a drink.” Mildred left her coat on the
seat and her suitcase on the floor as she stood and strode to the
food vendor. She was back in moments carrying two plastic cups.
The child hadn't
moved except to put her free hand on the woman's coat. “Thanks.”
She finally let go of her suitcase handle and took the drink
carefully in two hands.
“I brought us both
straws.” Mildred opened one and inserted it in the lid of the kid's
drink.
Watching the woman,
the girl took a long sip of milk, then another. She'd finished half
of it before she came up for air.
“You must have
been thirsty.”
The child sucked in
her lower lip, then went back to drinking.
“Feel better?”
Mildred asked.
She nodded. “Thank
you.”
Nothing added up
about the kid. Who left her at the bus station? And where was she
going? “I bet whoever you're going to see will give you plenty of
chocolate milk.”
The quiver was back
and the child's eyes filled with tears before seeking the double
doors, then they returned to her drink cup.
A disembodied voice
came over the loud speaker. “Four thirty to St. Louis and points
east now boarding.”
“That's our bus.”
Mildred stood, grabbed her coat and suitcase, and took two steps.
“Aren't you coming?”
The girl shook her
head. “I'm not going.”
Exasperated, Mildred
asked, “Then why are you here?” She looked around at all the
other passengers streaming toward the doors and the bus on the other
side. None paid attention to the woman and the child. Mildred sat
down again. The doctors would have to wait.
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